Well, last night I didn't sleep well. I had lots of chest pains, lower back pain, and just insomnia sort of. I couldn't get comfortable and I just felt blech. I just wanted to cry. Today...same.
I need to get blood drawn monday. I am thinking my iron has really plummeted. I am so tired. I mean like can't keep my eyes open after naps tired. I hate it. I feel so useless in my home. If I push myself to get things done then I am even more exhausted. My brain also seems very foggy. Not sure all of what's going on with me, but I know I feel lousy and I just want to whine! LOL
BUT...you know it....God is good!! He is. How do I know? I am not dead. My husband hasn't left me due to not wanting to deal with an ill wife. I still have a home in heaven and that will never change. I have 6 amazing children!! We have a home, a car and a van, and my hubby has a great job. I have an appt in 2.5 weeks to hopefully get a few more answers....or just wait longer...LOL
Anyway, This is the day that the LORD hath made, I WILL rejoice and be glad in it.....while I take a nap. LOL No I will. God has a reason for me to walk this road. So I will walk, hand in hand with my Jesus I will walk. There will be times he will lift me up into his arms and just carry me, but I will still be walking, just in his strength alone...but isn't that where he wants me anyway? Walking totally trusting and leaning on his strength. Yes I do believe it is.......Like I said....God is good.
I love you my Jesus......
Amen, Robin! Also, people you don't even know are praying for you, ans their church is praying for you! I gave my church an update on you last Weds. night and told them about your appointment being only a few weeks away rather than a few months away, and they were just praising God on your behalf. They truly are praying that your health will greatly improve!
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